4:28PM

June 25th, 2008 by fathianindita

At the play ground..

Cute little crab: hey drago..can I play with you?

Little chubby dragon: uhmm..why? don’t you play with your own kind? You disturb me!

Cute little crab: oh..sorry, just thought you want to share those rocks you’re playing with..uhmm..it seems fun playing here with you..

Little chubby dragon: well..okay, I guess I could use some accompany here..just don’t mess with my rock! I’ll share with you if you let me finish completing this formation.

Cute little crab: just curious..what exactly do you do with the rocks?

Little chubby dragon: am trying to arrange this rocks into a formation that will look like this picture..see?

Cute little crab: ohh..cool! Then what should we do with it?

Little chubby dragon: then we take one piece of the rock..any of it, one piece at a time but should keep the tower stand still. I play first then your turn..get it?

Cute little crab: wow..okay! then I suppose we play it until somebody accidentally break the formation and it fall all over the place rite? Yippiee..

Little cubby drago: no, we play until somebody fall asleep! kidding..yeap you’re rite, clever you..haha..

One ‘mental’ afternoon..between a chubby little (sarcastic) dragon and a cute (not cranky) crab. Emo games made us more sane actually..

TRUST*The Cure

June 6th, 2008 by fathianindita

*Acceptance of something as true or reliable without being able to verify it.

Little chubby drago: will you trust me?
Cute cranky crab: sure..as always..[smile]
Little chubby drago: yeah..why then those sceptics?
Cute cranky crab: it’s just a deterrence..

When you put your trust in someone it means that you expect them to do what they say they will do, which is usually something that you should be doing for yourself.  Trusting in someone usually means that there is something they have that you believe you need, or something you have that you believe they can take away to cause you harm. You place your reliance on words or “promised” action.

It is a precious emotion. There are so many games being played with people’s trust. Perhaps if we learn how to trust ourselves, we will be in a better position to trust others.

Dragon11 there’s no-one left in the world
that i can hold onto
there is really no-one left at all
there is only you..
and if you leave me now
you leave all that we were undone
there is really no-one left
you are the only one

and still the hardest part for you
to put your trust in me
i love you more than i can say
why won’t you just believe?

a.L.o.N.e

August 5th, 2007 by fathianindita

200pxalone_movie_posterPim was born as a twin, conjoined at the stomach with her sister, Ploy. The twins had an operation to separate them, but one did not survive. Now living in South Korea, Pim receives a phone call from Thai that her mother has had a stroke. Pim must return to Thailand and her childhood home, where memories of Ploy come back to haunt her and become frighteningly real..

Sunday, 5 Aug ‘07: watched the horror movie, willingly kidnapped by Budzky n the gank. A good one..even though only 10% of it seen by me..(Hey, I know the conclussion at the end) :P

Another episode of *cute cranky crab*

June 14th, 2007 by fathianindita

A little crab gazed to the sky. Sometimes the wave would come and pulled it to the sea. But the little creature didn’t bother. It was busy looking to its sharp claws. What were these claws for?

It stared at its claws in blank eyes. It never felt so sad about the claws before. What had i done? It thought deeply. Did I defense too much? How many times did it try to control the claws? The fact was that it had hurt something already. Many times.

A cute cranky crab although very much cranky and vulnerable didn’t mean a thing to hurt others. Maybe it was only because it didn’t want to be hurt itself? Behind the hard shell, its soft content needed to be protected. And who’s to blame?

Flight 417

May 20th, 2007 by fathianindita

Male : excuse me..is it 5D?

Female : yes

Male : u’re from Bali?

Female : yes, back from work. u?

Male : goin to Jakarta from Tokyo. Transit in Denpasar..what a long flight!

Female : haha..i thought u were a Japanese..since you seemed to look like them.

Male : that’s what the airport crew thought too..they’d be surprise to know i could speak Javanese also..hahaha

Female : i bet they would. hey..they give a nice meals..

Male : yup, not every airplane treats us like this right? the cheaper the minimum we got.

Female : indeed. u were on holiday in Tokyo?

Male : yup, got a brother in law there, don’t have to worry bout the accomodation..haha

Female : lucky u..i plan to go visiting Japan sometimes..

Male : yeah, u should go there. wonderful places to go. Women especially love Shibuya for shopping..and it’s beautiful there seeing trees in the middle of the building in town.

Female : wow..nice view i guess? hey look, we were inside the cloud!

Male : yup, kind of weird seeing those white cotton cloud from the window. u prefer flying at night or at noon?

Female : prefer night, even though u can’t see anything..

Male : yeah..hey, the pilot has announced the preparation for landing. Hang on..

Female : yup, thanks God we’ve arrived..

Male : somebody pick u up?

Female : yup, another long way to home.

Male : lukcy me, my home is near the airport. So, nice chatting with u..

Female : ok, thanks for helping with my bag. Bye there..

Male : Bye..

To Be or Not To Be..That is the Question?

May 15th, 2007 by fathianindita

To be or not to be, that is the question—
Whether ’tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing, end them. To die, to sleep—
No more; and by a sleep to say we end
The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks
That flesh is heir to — ’tis a consummation
Devoutly to be wish’d. To die, to sleep—
To sleep, perchance to dream. Ay, there’s the rub,
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come,
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,
Must give us pause. There’s the respect
That makes calamity of so long life,
To grunt and sweat under a weary life,
But that the dread of something after death,
The undiscovered country from whose bourn
No traveller returns, puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all,
And thus the native hue of resolution
Is sicklied o’er with the pale cast of thought,
And enterprises of great pitch and moment
With this regard their currents turn awry,
And lose the name of action.

Are u Taking me 4 Granted?

March 26th, 2007 by fathianindita

"There would come a time when we have to stop loving someone not because that person has started hating us, but because we found out that they’d be happier if we let them go."
-Hamdiy-

I’m not gonna get drunk to please the crowd..
I’m not gonna be a slut and sleep around..
I’m gonna say what I think and say it loud..
I’m gonna say what I believe and I’m gonna stand proud..
I’m gonna be me, no matter who i’m around..

Rubaiyat Part: XXXII

March 8th, 2007 by fathianindita

There was the door to which I found no key;
There was the veil through which I might not see:
Some little talk awhile of Me and Thee
There was–and then no more of Thee and Me

f.A.t.i.G.u.E

March 1st, 2007 by fathianindita

iNikaH yaNg Kau mAu bEnarKah iNi jaLanMu HanYalah eNgKau yaNg ku Tuju peGang eRat taNganKu biMbiNg lanGkaH kaKiku aKu hiLanG aRaH tanPa haDirMu

H.e.R.o.e.S: GeneSis

February 18th, 2007 by fathianindita

Standing on the ledge of a tall building, Peter Petrelli spreads his
arms and prepares to fly. He steps off the building, begins to fall,
sees a face, and then wakes up. He was having a dream. Simone Deveaux
asks Peter about her father. Peter is helping to take care of her
father, who only has a couple more days to live. Simone tells Peter
that he has been like a son to her father.

In
Bombay, India, Mohinder Suresh is a teacher, giving a lecture on the
human genome, and mutations in the genetic code. He is interrupted by a
colleague, who breaks the news that Mohinder’s father has been killed
while driving his taxi in New York. Suresh doesn’t think his father’s
death was an accident. He heads for his father’s apartment, and while
looking through research files, hears the voice of a man who is also in
the apartment. He grabs the files, takes a photograph of a map on the
wall, and runs out of the apartment. The other man, an American wearing
horn-rimmed glasses, hears the camera click and comes into the room to
investigate, but Mohinder has already left.

In Las Vegas, we
meet Niki Sanders, a stripper. She is performing in front of a video
camera, but her client runs out of credit. She steps out of her garage
studio and goes into the house to check on if her son Micah is ready
for school. As they get ready to go, she sees two thugs at the front
door, so they run out the back and drive off.

In Odessa, Texas,
Claire Bennet, a high school cheerleader, stands on top of an 80-foot
tall tower and jumps. She smashes into the ground below, but
miraculously stands up, pops broken bones back into place, and walks
away as scratches and cuts disappear in seconds. All of this is caught
on a videotape recorded by her friend, to whom she tells that this was
the sixth attempt.

Peter is visiting his brother, Nathan, a
politician in the midst of his campaign. He doesn’t have time to listen
to Peter’s dreams and tells him so. Their conversation is interrupted
by a call from their mother, who has just been arrested for shoplifting.

In
Tokyo, Japan, Hiro Nakamura stares at the clock in his work cubicle. As
he focuses on the clock, the second hand stops ticking and actually
ticks backward. Hiro shouts in surprise and runs to his friend, telling
him that he has successfully manipulated time.

At the private
school, Micah’s principal informs Niki that he can no longer attend,
regardless of the $25,000 check that she paid. Niki demands her check
back, but the principal says that it is impossible, as it was a
donation.

Mrs. Petrelli thinks her son Nathan is overreacting,
since she has been released and charges dropped. He cannot understand
why she would steal a pair of socks when she has a fortune left to her
by their father. After Nathan leaves, Peter’s mother confesses to him
that the reason she did it was that she just wanted to feel alive again.

As
Claire and her friend walk home, they pass a huge fire at a cotton
mill. With the videotape running, Claire runs into the flames and
rescues a man consumed by the smoke. Even though her arm was on fire, a
fireman is amazed to find that she has no burns. Before she can be
questioned, she flees the scene.

Peter goes back to see Nathan,
who offers him a position in his campaign office. Peter just wants to
talk about his dreams, but Nathan doesn’t want any more talk about his
delusions and tells him to grow up. Peter leaves and jumps into a taxi
being driven by Suresh. They talk about the coming eclipse and belief
in destiny. As Peter exits, another man enters the cab, and begins to
converse with Suresh about his name. It is the same man, with the
horn-rimmed glasses, who was in Chandra’s apartment. As the rider
begins to talk about the retired professor with the same name from
India, Suresh becomes suspicious, stops the cab abruptly, and runs away
into an alley.

After Niki drops Micah off at her mother’s, she
returns home to find her apartment ransacked, and two goons waiting for
her. They demand payment, which she doesn’t have. Then they suggest she
strip for them to lower the debt. She begins to disrobe, then stops,
sending one of the thugs into a rage. He slaps her across the face, and
is about to strike her again when she catches sight of her reflection
in a mirror. The image looks back at her with a grim expression that it
totally unlike the one she is actually wearing.

We find Simone
arriving at her boyfriend’s loft. Isaac Mendez is frantically
destroying canvases that he doesn’t recall painting. One that he
painted two weeks prior shows a bus bombing, and is exactly like a
picture in today’s newspaper. Isaac decides that it must be the heroin
that he is addicted to, and that his only hope is to get off the drugs.
He kicks Simone out of the apartment and handcuffs himself to a water
pipe.

Back in Tokyo, Hiro is convinced that he will be able to
conquer both time and space. His friend, Ando, laughs at him and makes
"Star Trek" jokes. He challenges Hiro to beam himself into the women’s
restroom. As he returns with drinks from the bar, he finds the police
escorting Hiro out of the ladies’ room. Despite this, Ando still
doesn’t believe his friend.

At home, Claire asks her mother who
her birth parents were. Before answering, Claire’s father arrives; he
is the same man who was in Suresh’s cab in New York.

Niki wakes
up to find the two thugs dead. As she assesses the scene, her
reflection in the mirror gives a grin and a "quiet" signal, indicating
that she should keep this a secret.

As Hiro rides the Tokyo
subway, he begins concentrating after looking at a New York poster. The
time on the subway clock begins rapidly forwarding, and Hiro opens his
eyes to find himself in Times Square. Realizing that he has
successfully moved through space, Hiro raises his arms and shouts for
joy.

Simone takes a vial of morphine, and with Peter, returns to
Isaac’s loft. Isaac has sawed off the handcuff, gotten a fix, and
appears to have overdosed. Peter notices a painting of himself flying,
and another of New York City being destroyed by a massive explosion.

Peter
goes to the top of the building that he has seen in his dreams. His
brother Nathan arrives in the alley below, having been called by Peter.
Peter yells, "It’s my turn to be somebody, Nathan!" and steps off the
roof, only he begins to plummet to the ground rather than fly. Suddenly
his brother flies into the air and catches him. They dangle in midair
together, and Peter suddenly releases his hand from Nathan’s grasp…