Journal D-42: The Beginning
Sunday, July 31st, 2005Airport 05.50am : Denpasar-Mataram-Sumbawa
I’m beginning the count down.
Airport 05.50am : Denpasar-Mataram-Sumbawa
I’m beginning the count down.
Strong is a very strong word for me. Be strong to face
challenges, be strong to accept that you are somewhat still a limited
individual..
Something given to me yesterday had reminded me of people
out there who always care about me. It wasn’t anything particular but it was
sure means a lot. It was an article from magazine about an illness story which
unfortunately acquired by me. There was someone also, who used to hate library
(enter on special circumstances only), browsed the library just to find infos
for me. Xixixi..
Anyways, the article had reminded me on the struggle times
not very long ago, still ongoing the maintenance. Not to under estimate
the illness, I felt glad that at that time I’d chosen to be at home, where I
could get all the familiar condition. It was so touchy when u realize there
were so many attention & support given to u by those who cared. They gave
me strength to fight.
Shorten up the story, I thanked them coz they gave meaning
to my life. I’d learned many things through this situation and hopefully they
understand that I owe them my life.
You gotta be bad, you
gotta be bold, you gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard, you
gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you
gotta be calm, you gotta stay together
All I know, all I know, love will save the day..
Ku tak tahu harus memulai dari mana.. Nani kara tsutaereba ii noka..
Hahaha..jadi teringat film Jepun itu gara2 one of the loving birds (yg Pisces tentyu) mengatakannya..Padahal cowo lho..hahaha..(sorry bow!). Just updating the match making story, not yet to predict sih, but kind of going well lah..:) Both are ‘okay’ with each other..apalagi yg Piscesna! hahaha..no hurt feelings lah yauw! Jeng Sagittarius nyah hopefully juga menindaklanjuti cerita..
Hmm..aku..aku..? How about my Jakarta Love Story going? Will it last forever?
Di hari itu dan di tempat itu bila kita tak pernah berjumpa.. Ano hi ano toki ano basho de kimi ni aenakattara..
You’re often depicted
as the cold, distant season. But you’re incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare
people off. You’re complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in
if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you
could be the leader of many. You Tend to be negative, and hard to relate to,
but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many
people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is.
Well done… You’re the most inspirational of seasons
Blue Tiger, who is cheerful and straight forward person, but you also possess pure and clean atmosphere.
You are very active, and don’t flirt with men and are not cautious towards them.
You are open-minded person with big warm heart.
You can make decent decisions and have observing eyes.
You are also intelligent and self confident.
Nevertheless you are not very good at quick decision makings, and tend not to act before you are convinced thoroughly, but once convinced, you will go the whole way.
You are very popular, because of the way in which you don’t show favoritism and you can make decisions on reason.
Unlike your cheerfulness, you tend to be very sensitive and tend to worry needlessly.
You seem like a romantic type, but you are very realistic and don’t go following your dreams forever.
You are actually thinking a lot about your future.
Although you seem like a big-sister type, you can be conservative towards men.
You have good sense, but your interests are rather old fashioned.
When you are in a difficulty, there will always be someone to help you.
Those who received lots of help from the others tend to become warm hearted, and take care of the other people well.
You tend to link love and marriage and you wish for the two to become one.
Even if you get married, you tend to find activity outside home, so it will be good for you to keep a distance.
Indeed..:)